I had my first therapy appointment today... my homework is to think about what I want to get out of our sessions. It's a good question, actually. The problem is less about my mom dying, and more about dealing with the gradual loss of 'her' person. That is what is happening now, and it is very hard for me.
I walked around the garden today. It was so energizing to see things coming up! I have some work to do, but I'm looking forward to the possibilities.
My son has his Kindergarten orientation tonight. It's hard to believe it's here already... I am excited and nervous for him at the same time.